The prompt, If only you were here, is provided by Kajal Kapur of Rainbow Hues.
I had selected names for you without even knowing if you were a boy or a girl.
I had purchased two dresses and a feeding bottle that are still safely locked in my wardrobe.
I used to jot down everything so you read them sometime later when I am not there with you.
Never did I know that you were not going to complete 15 weeks in my womb.
Though I miss you in every breath, the pain is much lesser now. The guilt remains though.
If only you were here, we would have celebrated your 10th birthday this month.